love or war ? [kenz]

[allison nicole moore]

I sat on a secluded park bench near a large fountain, hoping to see a familiar face. Or one pecticular anyway. Dawn. Her name brought back memories of that night we first kissed and other... naughty things.

Smirking to myself, I stood up and milled around, my gaze flickering around aimlessly. Of course I recognized many faces, all of which said a quick hello or stopped by to talk to me.

But I wasn't interested. Not really. I couldn't keep my mind off Dawn.
Who was I kidding? Me love Dawn? I thought about it a bit more and I suddenly didn't believe my heart anymore. It was a 'live in the moment' thing. Like she said, but I'm not sure that's what she meant.

I stopped at a kiosk and ordered a coffee, then in the next moment, ended up avoiding several people so I wouldn't have it dumped all over myself. I grit my teeth.

Assholes.

OMG, THIS POST SUCKS! SORRY! :X

[KenzieRain♥]

Boone was talking on the other line, speaking though he probably was incapable of understanding his own words. But Dawn, she was keeping track of both his words and her own thoughts. Anyone who knew Dawn well knew the wheels were turning in her head. They’d be able to see it in her eyes and the way her mouth was curved upward. "The human body can be drained of blood in 8.6 seconds given adequate vacuuming systems." Hearing Boones confusion she let out a brilliant laugh, leaning over slightly.

The conversation went on and Boone ended up talking about the bible. It made sense, he was Catholic and was constantly trying to shove religion down Dawn’s throat but it never worked. “Bible's broken; contradictions, false logistics. It doesn't make sense.” By saying this she had just dug her own grave and Boone began scolding her about saying such a horrible thing about the Bible in which many people trust in with all their hearts.

She talked to him for a little longer before shutting the phone and crashing into to someone. A hot liquid fell down the front of her dress, burning her skin and sending the message to her brain. She cried out, stumbling back and falling onto her bum. This whole stunt had cause her silk white dress to become dirty, slightly see through, and ride up just a bit. “Shit.” Looking up though, she realized her day was becoming progressively worse.

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[allison nicole moore]

the plaza was too crowded, though. it was bound to happen. it was inevitable that i wouldn't even have a chance to sip my piping hot coffee, and obvious that i would run into someone and spill it all down both of us.

one minute, it was pushing and shoving; a blur of colors all rushing by me. then i saw a flash of blonde hair and white fabric. my drink tipped and seared my skin. i swore loudly, causing everyone around me to stop briefly, give me a wide berth, and continue on.

i glanced down at the girl i had knocked over, my dumped cup of coffee rolling next to her. the liquid made her dress see through and i resisted the urge to whistle for jokes.

then she looked up.

"oh, my god." i breathed. i grabbed dawn's arm and pulled her to her feet, then led her to a bench. "why don't you watch where you're going for once." i grinned, teasing her.

whenever i glanced at her face, memories flooded my mind. how was she? i hadn't talked to her for awhile. why did we just drift apart again after that first night? i couldn't remember if that was her fault or mine, or both.

[KenzieRain♥]

She let him pull her to her feel, her blood boiling under her skin. She could’ve been embarrassed or angry, whichever one it was it was making her cheeks turn a bright red color. As they walked over to the bench she exhaled, feeling a total and complete fit coming on. “I was watching!” she growled, trying to ignore the memories that were slapping her in the face one by one. Grabbing him, being pushed up against the wall, and pushing up against the wall. She exhaled, closing her eyes and massaging her temples. “Give me your jacket, Landon.” She muttered darkly, flashing him a glare before tugging it off his shoulders.

ooc; sorry it's crap.

[allison nicole moore]

i recognized her mood; i knew this was usual for her. but where were the rare smiles, the gentle caresses from only a short time ago? i missed that. how come she was treating me the same again as if nothing happened? it actually... even stung a little when she shot me a glare.

pressing my lips together, i helped her shrug off my black leather jacket and i wrapped it around her, covering her from the sick pervert's lurking around. then again, i was probably one of them with those thoughts running through my mind.

i sat down next to her, startling close. i was teasing her again. i didn't want to scare her off by being so serious suddenly. i'd ask my questons later.

"nice garments," i murmured, leaning in close to whisper in her ear. i smirked. i glanced at her bare thigh, noticing her dress was still hitched up. i'm sure she caught me looking, but i didn't feel guilty at all.

[KenzieRain♥]

Dawn glanced down and smirked, feeling his closeness was almost comforting but also brought back memories she’d rather forget. Wait, no that was a lie. She didn’t want to forget that night at all. She was just embarrassed by all of it. She felt him come closer, whispering into her hair. Listening to his words made her eyes both widen and narrow. She elbowed him in the gut, but it wasn’t as harsh as she would’ve liked it. Her cheeks flamed up again and she looked away, smiling and biting her lip.

The blonde caught him staring at her legs or her dress. “Landon,” She growled lowly, making sure no one heard. When she turned her head to glare at him she was shocked to find that their faces were inches apart. She took him in, his scent and his eyes and well... everything. Dawn leaned in for just a moment, her eyes closing slightly – but then she caught herself, caught her mistake and gasped. She looked down at her feet and pushed her hair in front of her face.

[allison nicole moore]

i sucked in air instinctively when she elbowed me in the gut, surprise animating my face. ouch. i wasn't expecting that. then i chuckled, seeing her flush red and smile. she tried to hide it, but i could see it clearly. she couldn't help herself.

i sighed lightly when she said my name. i vaguely remembered the last time she said my name, groaning it while my lips were on hers. i grimaced, fresh pain from the memory striking me in the heart. but i quickly covered up, slipping on my teasing mask again.

she turned to glare at me, but her face changed suddenly as she realized how close i was. i smiled a bit and watched her carefully as her eyelides started to close... my heart beat faster, but she cut short, gasping, and leaned away, hiding herself behind her curtain of blonde hair.

i laughed huskily and tucked her hair behind one ear. "you can't resist me." when had she become so shy? i repeated my question out loud.

"oh, so you're shy now? what else is new? i smiled again. i started caressing her arm, softly running my fingers across her pale skin, like i was strumming a slow and gentle song on a guitar.

"you know i'm right. you can't resist me. you want me so bad." i chuckled, clearly enjoying myself. sheesh, i was bipolar. i suddenly wanted the fire back. the passion. the fierceness. it would fuel my teasing.

[KenzieRain♥]

His laugh made me want to lean against him, I looked up at him once again. But I was leaning away this time, making sure there was distance between us. “Actually Landon, I think I can.” I snapped, narrowing my eyes at him dangerously. His fingers on my arm send goose bumps all over my body, but I jerked away. “There’s nothing wrong with being shy!” I growled and closed my eyes for a moment, “So, could you shut up and stop it?” I huffed and looked away again. But his comment kept going. Comments about me wanting him so bad. The thing that irritated me the most was that I did. So bad.

“I don’t.” I hissed before getting up and hurrying towards the park, it was better than the crowds, it was more peaceful and there wasn’t anyone down this sidewalk. Mostly because it went into the fake forest. It was really just there to mess with kids and get fat people into shape but it was easiest way to get away from Landon. I was walking quickly, feeling awkward in a wet dress. I tugged his coats tighter around me, making sure nothing showed.

[allison nicole moore]

suddenly, her warmth was gone. i gazed after her for a moment as she half-ran through the crowds, trying to escape me. did she really want to avoid me that much?

i got up and jogged after her, catching up easily. "hey, well, you still have my jacket, so think i'm going to stick around for awhile." i winked at her flirtatiously and slipped my arm around her waist, as if we were together. like, together together. we weren't, but i wish we were, i really did.

we turned a corner, ending up at a dead end, but i kept walking, until we were at the edge of some fairly sized tree. i turned, forcing her against a tree so her back was touching the trunk.

"dawn," i whispered. "how come you've been ignoring my calls?" there was so much to say. i was aching to say so many things that i think my mouth was actually watering from the longing of it. but i stayed silent, instead moving closer.

i leaned down, but not for her lips -- i didn't want to do enough to make her run away again. my mouth pressed to her neck and i sighed, hot air rolling over her soft skin.

i pulled away, stepping back a bit to give her some room. the kiss on the neck was for her to fall in my favor. please, answer my question. i thought silently.

[KenzieRain♥]

“Oh, right, that’s why you’re sticking around.” I said sarcastically, rolling my eyes. I gasped, feeling him pull me towards him with his arm around my waste. I stared at him in confusion for a moment before pushing his arm away. He was right and he knew it. I did want him badly, but my pride was getting in the way of that. I couldn’t possibly be with something so higher in status and lower in brain cells. I was a genius and he was a player. I had known him since middle school but I had never thought it could be so… special to be with him. Suddenly I was being pushed up against a tree and my breathing was coming out in gasps. His question didn’t shock me, I knew he’d ask it but I didn’t know he’d do it like this. Feeling his lips on my neck made my heart speed up and my breathing tighten and become heavier than before. But way too soon he pulled away and I was left, digging my nails into the tree behind me and trying to catch my breath. I had wanted him to kiss me. I had wanted him to kiss me so much it hurt. I buried my face in my hands and whispered, “I didn’t want to talk to you, Landon..” It hurt... the teasing was too much. I may be a genius but he was so confusing. My emotions were too jumbled up to identify and… hormones just cannot be explained. Finally I got myself together and looked up at him. “That is why I’ve been ignoring them… I don’t want to talk to you.”

[allison nicole moore]

i stared. and stared. i stared in disbelief. and confusion and... a bunch of other emotions. wait, what just happened? she said she didn't want to talk to me?

millions of thoughts and questions attacked my mind relentlessly. and i felt like i was fighting an inside battle. this was like a blow to the stomach.
i took another step back and fought despair. i was silent for several moments and we just looked at each other. instead of thinking over what she had said, i gazed at every feature of her beautiful face for a moment.

i opened my mouth, paused, then said, "but... why? i moved closer again, longing for her closeness and her warmth. i put my hands on her shoulders, then rubbed up and down her arms. i was suddenly serious. "please, don't do this. what happened? what'd i do? didn't you think we had something that night?"

[KenzieRain♥]

I stared at him, loving the feeling of his hands on my shoulders, “Of course I did – do.” I shook my head, feeling tears in my eyes, my right hand came up to his cheek and caressed it with my thumb, “But I can’t be that girl,” I had too much ahead of me, being that girl meant facing pain and rejection.“Landon, we won’t stay together forever even if you do get together.” I was whispering, so softly I wasn’t sure he could hear me, “I have to think about college and you have to think about your social status and college.” Excuses. These were all lies I was making up because I was scared. So scared that he didn’t actually love me, that this was some kind of prank. For some reason I thought he was getting paid for this. For toying with me. I glanced at his lips for a second before you looking back at his eyes. Memories of that night came back. Memories so strong…

"Don't fuck with me sweetheart, trust me, you don't turn me on."

"You can't get me that easily … But besides that, do you want me?"

"Now get out of my way you sexy ass hole."

"And why'd you call me sexy? Why have you been slipping up tonight?"

"Why'd you kiss me, Creep?"
"Maybe because despite all those fights we get in, I'm just always there, and we've known each other our whole lives and until that moment I didn't realize that maybe I love you!"
"I've always liked you..."

[allison nicole moore]

"bullshit. those are excuses." i muttered angerily. i closed my eyes briefly when she caressed my cheek. i sighed, then leaned in again, my lips slightly parted, and pressed my mouth to the corner of hers. it took a lot of willpower to not grab her and start making out with her or something.

i stood back and instead pulled her into a tight hug. i rested my chin on her head and rubbed her back. "can we... stay friends? i swear i'll cut down on the rude teasing. let's do something. let's go to the beach, let's get something to eat, please."

[KenzieRain♥]

Feeling his lips so close to mine made my breath hitch and I grabbed his shoulder and balled in clothing into a fist. I leaned forward once he pulled away, wanting more but caught myself and rested myself against the tree until he pulled me to him. I hugged him tightly, barrying my face into his chest and gripping his clothing in my hands tightly. “Of course…” I whispered, “Anything you want.” I exhaled and closed my eyes, meaning it. "Anything at all..."


ooc;; -______- sorryyyy

[allison nicole moore]

her sadness was almost literally rolling off her in waves, pushing against me, trying to knock me over with its intensity. if she was so sad, so distressed, why didn't she just take me, like i was ready to take her?

i sighed heavily, knowing things would be difficult, trying to get everything to resolve back to normal. would it ever happen? i released her and held her chin up so i could look at her.

"no, what do you want to do? pick something. swimming, lunch, or just even a drive. anything. we could go to a club, party, or get together with some friends." i rambled on, trying to reassure her. i lowered my voice. "wait, first, shouldn't we get you changed?"

that should be most important. it was february; the weather around 60 or 70 in california, but she could get chilly, still, when the coffee cooled and she'd still be walking around with a transparent dress.

i suddenly felt protective of her. i didn't want guys to eye her over, looking at her lingerie. it was a bit hypocritcal, since i tended to do it, but i didn't want to rape her or anything. those perverts, though, they could be wanting that. i certainly didn't. i'd never hurt her.