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Post by KenzieRain♥ on Feb 19, 2010 22:53:47 GMT -5
Looking up at him I smiled through mytears, loosening my grip on his clothing. “Yeah, that’s probably a good idea.” I completely let go of him and just let him hold me. Feeling at one with him, for only a moment, felt good. I knew the pleasure of being at his side would end, though. Landon was amazing and was well, perfect for me. But I couldn’t get in the way of what should happen. He needed someone so much better than me. I exhaled, sadly. “Landon, you gotta promise me this one thing.” I roughly wiped the tears from my eyes and cheeks. Looking back up at him I smiled, for real this time, “Don’t you ever stop teasing me.”
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Someone called me fearless. I smiled, but my eyes hid the truth. I'm not fearless at all.
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Post by allison nicole moore on Feb 19, 2010 23:29:34 GMT -5
i immediately missed her tight grip on my clothes. it meant she was there, and i could feel her. but now her grip was gone and she had let go. she stepped back from me a wiped my tears. don't you ever stop teasing me.
roughly, slowly, my face grew animated, until i was beaming. "oh, so you do like it when tease you, right." i laughed and scooped her up in my arms, pulling her into a hug again and swinging her around.
i stopped after a few spins, though, realizing it probably wasn't helping the whole friendship thing. i adjusted my jacket across her shoulders and said, "who's house?" i paused, then corrected myself. "so we can get you cleaned up, i mean." i rubbed the back of my neck, somewhat embarassed if she had caught the double meaning in 'who's house'.
"oh, and are there limitations to this teasing thing?" i asked, my eyes crinkled from smiling so wide.
around anyone else, i wouldn't have smiled this much. it was only around dawn that i was this way. no one else could possibly have this affect on me.
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Post by KenzieRain♥ on Feb 21, 2010 21:02:41 GMT -5
I gasped feeling him pull me from the ground and spin me around, “Landon!” I cried, laughing and wrapping my arms around his neck and holding on tight. It felt so right to be with him. When he released me I felt, in a way, rejected. But he never stopped touching me; he started to move the jacket around me before asking whose house. I raised an eyebrow, smirking at him. When he corrected himself I giggled, my hand brushing his. “Yours is closer, right?” I whispered, biting my lip. We started walking and he asked another question, about the teasing. “Well, you know what lines you shouldn’t cross.” I said casually, “Don’t joke about me being a slut.” That basically was the only line he could possibly cross that would upset me.
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allison nicole moore
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Someone called me fearless. I smiled, but my eyes hid the truth. I'm not fearless at all.
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Post by allison nicole moore on Feb 21, 2010 22:11:44 GMT -5
When her hand brushed mine, I took it. Friends could hold hands, right? Even if they didn't, I couldn't let her go. Maybe we could just slowly slip into this friendship thing.
I smirked. "Haha, very funny, but I wouldn't do that to you..." I was serious. "Unless you want to?" I winked. This time, I was only joking. But as I thought about it, I suddenly wanted it.
When she mentioned the slut thing, I suddenly slipped my hand out of hers, turning on her. "But I do't think you're a slut." I murmured. I forgot the new terms. The friendship. Now I was speaking my mind as a lover.
"If people have been saying that, they they're wrong! They haven't even gotten close enough to know the real you. You're not a slut. You're a beautiful soul." The words were cheesy and sentimental once I looked back on them, but I didn't regret it.
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Post by KenzieRain♥ on Feb 21, 2010 22:27:42 GMT -5
Feeling his hand slip into mine I smiled, leaning against him slightly. We talked for a little while and subjects were coming up. I shrugged, knowing only too well that I did want him to. “Uhm…” I chewed my lip, tasting blood and narrowed my eyes slightly, but recovered quickly. Suddenly he let my hand go and I felt lonely, but he turned toward me… all I could do was look up at him. “I know you don’t.” I mumbled but he continued and I felt tears well up in my eyes. He thought so highly of me… “I... uh…” My voiced wavered and I looked away, trying to hide my tears. “Thanks.”
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allison nicole moore
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Someone called me fearless. I smiled, but my eyes hid the truth. I'm not fearless at all.
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Post by allison nicole moore on Feb 22, 2010 19:07:39 GMT -5
A small smile played at my lips and I took her hand again, squeeezing it tight. I'd never let her go. Not in a million years. "Let's go then." I said warmly, leading her to my car.
We climbed in, and I started the engine. Soon, we hit the highway and were speeding fast towards my house. The silence in the car was unsettling, at least for me. After what had happened today. Usually, it'd be a comfortable silence, but for now, it wasn't.
We finally reached my apartment, and walked up the steps together. I took her hand again and led her inside. "Do you wanna hang out here for awhile to wash your clothes or just wear something of mine?" I asked, realizing she didn't have any clothes here.
It would've been easier to just go to her house, and I wouldn't have these stirrings, either.
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Post by KenzieRain♥ on Feb 24, 2010 20:12:44 GMT -5
“Hanging out sounds cool.” I smiled at him, squeezing his hand back. I blushed, “Uhm… Are your ‘rents home?” A smile curved on my lips. Yeah, his parents knew me but they probably wouldn’t like my outfit or the fact that I was going to be changed out of clothes. I got a flash back of his lips on mine and bit my own, my blush deepening.
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allison nicole moore
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Someone called me fearless. I smiled, but my eyes hid the truth. I'm not fearless at all.
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Post by allison nicole moore on Feb 24, 2010 20:25:27 GMT -5
i feel so untouched need you so much !
Startled, I looked at her when she asked if my parents were home. "No, they aren't." I said, smiling quickly to cover up. I was probably just jumping to conclusions. For some reason, I wanted my conclusions to be right.
Who was I kidding? For some reason? That was just a lame ass excuse. The reason was that I loved her, and naturally, I was physically attracted to her. Mostly, though, I loved her. In fact, sometimes I had to resist the urge to grab her arm and swing her into me, and kiss her.
I bit hard on my lip, making it bleed a little. "Okay. You could wear something of my mom's, I'm sure she wouldn't mind, or borrow of something of mine." I paused, then grinned slyly in a teasing why. "Or you could go around in your bra and underwear." I winked, chuckling.
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Post by KenzieRain♥ on Feb 24, 2010 21:03:42 GMT -5
Dawn smiled, rolling her eyes, “I’ll borrow some of your clothes.” Leading him to his room, she’d been in the house before when they were little and Landon hadn’t moved sense then so she knew where his room was. She smiled, loving the feel of their hands together and being together in his house, by themselves. Yes, it wasn’t the best thing to be thinking about when they were trying the whole ‘just friends’ thing but it made her heart swell up and feel at one.
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Someone called me fearless. I smiled, but my eyes hid the truth. I'm not fearless at all.
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Post by allison nicole moore on Feb 24, 2010 21:10:38 GMT -5
As she walked ahead of me, her warm hand still entwined perfectly with mine, I realized that this friends thing wouldn't work. I gazed at our hands, our fingers enterlaced perfectly, like puzzle pieces. Friends? No. I was insane by bringing that up. I should have just begged her.
"Dawn...." I murmured quietly. My voice was hoarse and too quiet for her to hear. I swallowed, my heart thundering. At a mere impulse, I pulled away from her hand and reached out to slip my fingers around her arm to stop her.
I pulled her close and began to kiss her. First her lips, then her cheek, and then her neck. Her skin was like fire, as if she'd been lying in the sun for hours. I kissed her lips again, gently biting at her lower lip.
I buried my hands in her hair, continuing to kiss her as I slowly backed her against the wall of my bedroom. I loved her, I wanted her, and as I kissed her, I yearned for more and more. My breath was hot against hers and I felt myself slipping away to a place governed only by my senses.
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Post by KenzieRain♥ on Feb 25, 2010 18:26:08 GMT -5
Feeling his fingers wrap around my arm I stopped and turned but before I could say anything my lips were against his and then his lips were gone. I found myself gasping, my hand coming and tangling my fingers in his hair. My other hand was frozen by side, my finger tips twitching ever so slightly. The jacket that had been draped around my shoulders slipped onto the ground. And then I felt him away, nibbling at my lower lip. My mouth opened automatically and allowed him in, knowing we didn’t want this – but we did.
No matter how much the two of us tried to fight the fact that we were in love, we were. It was impossible for me not to respond. His hands dived into my hair and completely lost control, my second hand coming up to cup his cheek ever so lightly. I felt the wall trap me against him but I didn’t care, our kiss was becoming more furious. More Passionate. “Landon…” I mumbled against his lips hungrily.
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allison nicole moore
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Someone called me fearless. I smiled, but my eyes hid the truth. I'm not fearless at all.
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Post by allison nicole moore on Feb 25, 2010 18:39:52 GMT -5
Her reactions pushed my forward. I decided to go further with this against my knowledge of what we should or shouldn't do. I knew we shouldn't do this. We haven't even officially been in love for very long. I don't think we've even gone on a date yet.
But I went on. I crushed my weight onto her, forcing our bodies as close as possible. I pressed my hips into hers, grinding, as my tongue emerged from my mouth, gently swiping at her lips.
I hitched her higher up the wall, wrapped her legs around my waist, doing more to drag her closer. I pulled away from her lips briefly, and dragged my mouth across her cheek, to her jaw, to her neck. I kissed at her collarbone, and pressed my face lower into her shirt.
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Post by KenzieRain♥ on Feb 25, 2010 19:06:52 GMT -5
A moan escaped my lips when I felt him grind his hips into mine, I wrapped my arms around his neck opening my mouth for him and letting our tongues dance together. My eyes slowly drew shut, I gripped his shoulder feeling him lift me up and wrap my legs around him. It felt so right being alone with him like this, feeling him in general. He was all over me. His face, his lips, his tongue was everywhere and it made me want him even more. I lifted my neck, giving his mouth more room to experiment. “La –“ She broke off, digging her nails into his shoulders, her eyes filled with lust. Her whole body filled with lust and she needed him.
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allison nicole moore
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Someone called me fearless. I smiled, but my eyes hid the truth. I'm not fearless at all.
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Post by allison nicole moore on Feb 25, 2010 19:47:43 GMT -5
Done with using the wall for leverage, I pushed myself away, hugging Dawn close to my body. I walked over to the bed and plopped down on it, with her underneath me. I crawled over her and found her lips, moaning with need and lust.
My hands left her waist and went to her shoulder as I slipped the straps off. I gently pulled on the fabric, sliding it easily off her body. Underneath was her bra and underwear, but I suddenly felt unsure if I should keep going.
I stopped, letting my body relax against hers. "Dawn..." I sighed sadly.
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Post by KenzieRain♥ on Mar 1, 2010 16:16:33 GMT -5
Feeling the wall disappear from behind her, a smile curved onto Dawns lips. Finally, they were at his bed. It was like she was on fire; she could feel him everywhere. Want was taking over them both, but who cared in reality? All there was was Landon and Dawn. That’s all she wanted. “Landon,” she whispered back, pulling his face back to hers. She didn’t want to hesitate. Dawn knew she wanted him and he wanted her. Maybe it wasn’t the smartest thing to do, but she wanted it. Greed was getting in the way of logic and she couldn’t control it. She arched into him, a plea for more of him, of everything.
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