alice elizabeth mitchell
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Post by alice elizabeth mitchell on Feb 28, 2010 20:07:33 GMT -5
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - LEAVEMYDOOROPENJUSTACRACK ((T A K E M E A W A Y F R O M H E R E))!!! [/i][/color][/size] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -[/font][/center] Alice slowly walked down the half-empty hall of the school. A few minutes ago she could hear cleary the sound of cliques talking amoungst themselves and sharing rumors, things that happened over the weekend, and all that normal jazz. On the other hand, Alice was reading, her back against her locker silently with no one to talk too. But in the paralel universe she was living in, basically stranded alone in her own world, it was quite peaceful like this. But as the minutes past, all you could here was foot steps and people moving away, their voices following behind their tails. The sound of her sneakers echoed through out the now more empty hall as she slipped into her next class, hugging her notebook and binder tightly against her chest. Yeah, no one knew she exsisted because she had never talked to any one from school in like, what? ever since she was a freshman. She was now a Junior and yet, she was able to survive 2 years with all the fake stories about her and the thought that everyone knew her as the teachers pet.
She heard that today, a new teacher was teaching the whole class since their last teacher was forced to retire. She sat down, pulling her jacket sleeve so that her whole hand was covered as she looked down at her binder, not trying to make any eye contact what so ever with anyone. Her hand burned like hell, her dad had just finished his daily beating this morning and the scratchs,cuts, and burns still ached, screaming in pain. Alice grabbed her ballpoint pen, ready to take notes, her head still down, not even trying to see the teacher.
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Post by KenzieRain♥ on Feb 28, 2010 20:56:34 GMT -5
Forest walked in once the bell rang, “Hello, I’m Forest Guthiar, Mr. Forest to you. I’m teaching your teen leadership class this semester.” He shot them all a winning smile. “We have all grades in here. Freshman and all that.” He scanned the room his eyes resting on a girl looking down. “Teen Leadership is about teens standing together as one.” Forest was a gorgeous guy; he knew that only too well. He knew that on the left side of the room a freshman was gawking at him and another girl, a junior was biting her lip and staring at him with lust filled eyes. But he wasnt here for that... he was here for the kids.
Ooc;; my first post was deleted. IT WAS SO LONG. And I was sad.
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alice elizabeth mitchell
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Post by alice elizabeth mitchell on Feb 28, 2010 21:18:29 GMT -5
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - LEAVEMYDOOROPENJUSTACRACK ((T A K E M E A W A Y F R O M H E R E))!!! [/i][/color][/size] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -[/font][/center] She just decided to look up just a little. Because she felt as if he was trying to get her attention, and that she needed to listen. Alice looked up her fragile, cute face looking up at him. She looked around, all the girls were probally dropping dead for him, but she didn't feel the same way as they did, for a fact, she knew that she was listening to his words, not listening to the angels calling out from heaven that he had the best face on earth or something. She decided to write down what he said, her hand showing completly as it showed about 9 to 10 bandages all over it. Alice didn't know why all girls were like that. Looks? or Brains? which one mattered the most to them!?
Alice looked around the room more, she knodded slightly at his words, actually showing him that she was actually listening. Mr. Forest seemed like a very inteligent teacher, she knew that this was better to have a new teacher, starting with something fresh for a change.
The world around her seemed like an endless loop, but maybe it was just because she had no social life what so ever. Alice slightly smiled that she'd have a new friend to talk to. By 'friend' she meant Mr. Forest, since she had only teacher friends. But it was all built on a student teacher relationship. Nothing more. But she cared for her teachers like family, since they were the only family she basically had. Her dad would abuse her, and her mom was mostly gone the whole day. Alice smiled a bit, hoping to talk to him after class.
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Post by KenzieRain♥ on Feb 28, 2010 21:34:36 GMT -5
A small smile curved on his lips when he saw that Alice was probably the only girl that was paying attention. That was potential. Once the class ended and the bell rang he called her up to his desk, still leaning against it with his arms across his chest. It was the last class of the day, so she wouldn’t be late or anything, which was good for her. He let all the students pour out of the room before he looked down at her with serious eyes.
“Alice, your hand is hurt.” He pointed out, narrowing his eyes only slightly. Maybe he’d pull her file later, but for now he’d simply ask her what was wrong. “You know,” he continued without letting her respond, “When I was about thirteen my mom had a newborn baby and her husband had just left her. She got so stressed out sometimes she’d come home and drink. She’d drink her brains out then she’d hit me.” Forest stared at the girls face, begging for a reaction.
“I had to tell someone because the baby and because it hurt me.” He used one finger to tilt her head up, “Alice, is there something going on? I mean, I can tell when someone’s been hurt. And it’s not just you. There were several others in here today who were hurt. Emotionally. But you…” he touched her hand gently, “This is physical.”
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alice elizabeth mitchell
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Post by alice elizabeth mitchell on Feb 28, 2010 21:58:05 GMT -5
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - LEAVEMYDOOROPENJUSTACRACK ((T A K E M E A W A Y F R O M H E R E))!!! [/i][/color][/size] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -[/font][/center] The junior shifted her feet a bit and slightly tensed, she looked back on how she was doing in class. She was doing perfectly fine and she was afraid to come up to his desk after everyone had left. She slowly went closer to the teacher and sat down in the closest desk to him as she bit her lip a bit, Alice was trying to force words to come out, but it just couldn't. Maybe it was because she hasn't talked for a while now, none the less talked at home, since she was always screaming and crying mostly all night.
Alice couldn't tell anyone, she didn't want her family to become a wreck at an instant. But it was already probably a mess already, "N-no.. im fine Mr. Forest, i just had a few troubles washing the dishes at my house." she replied in her soft, whispered voice. She didn't want him to know, it would be better if she had no file that said the story of her whole life. She wondered if people didn't know about that file, they'd try and talk to her like a real person.
Alice clenched the sides of the chair of the desk, she knew they were doing this for the good of her sake. But she wanted them to not worry so much, she'd go through this rough time quickly. It would end in the future. She didn't need to be worried about, she knew there were people in the world that needed more attention than her.
She felt her cut sting a bit more as she winced a little trying to sustain the pain, "Im glad that you became my new leadership teacher. I-I hope we can be good friends. And i promise that i won't let you down." she said truthfully. Mr. Forest didn't need to worry about her, he should just pertend that she never exsisted in this class and he should care about the other class. I mean, she didn't have a social life anyways so there was no need two think about a person that doesn't have a life outside of her house. Well, she had half a life at her house. Only 1/4 since her mom was her only best friend.
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Post by KenzieRain♥ on Mar 1, 2010 16:11:09 GMT -5
The teacher frowned slightly, knowing his student was lying but not wanting to force the truth out of her. That could hurt the most. “Alice,” he exhaled heavily, before shooting her another smile, “You could never let me down, understood?” he had to get this across to her. She had to understand that he was there for her. “You’re a beautiful girl and seem like a good person. Bad things can happen to good people but one day it’ll all be okay.” Forest was promising her. Not that she could possibly know that.
“Wanna stay after school and help me with tomorrows lessen?” he winked, “We can tell your parents that I had to talk to you about a speech you made or something.” She probably would need an excuse, but it may help and it may not. It depended on what parent was hurting her and if they were slightly reasonable. “I can call if you’d like.” He knew he shouldn’t be giving her this much attention but she needed it. She needed help.
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alice elizabeth mitchell
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Post by alice elizabeth mitchell on Mar 1, 2010 20:34:52 GMT -5
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - LEAVEMYDOOROPENJUSTACRACK ((T A K E M E A W A Y F R O M H E R E))!!! [/i][/color][/size] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -[/font][/center] She couldn't have known. He still cared. Alice was dissappointed, but mostly happy that he still tried to comfort her. Showering her with compliments, it felt different, but it wasn't a bad different, more of a proud different. When he had asked her not to let him down she nodded slightly as she felt a bit more relaxed. Maybe talking to him wasn't as bad as she thought it would have turned out to be. Mr. Forest treated her a bit, how should i out this? more. He just treated her more than anyone had -- well, next to her mother.
When he had asked her if he should call her parents her whole body was screaming as she responded, yelling, "No! Please don't!" Alice said more louder than her usual whispered, not-even-heard voice. She noticed she was standing up, her hands clentched at the rim of her shirt tightly, as if something like a person holding a gun pointed his weapon at her. Alice sighed a bit, trying to cool off as she sat back down, extremely quiet as she thought about her words, making sure her next sentance wasn't going to mess everything up. "N-No.. its fine. My.." -- she couldn't even call him dad anymore. She hated him with great, flying colors and passion. -- "Father won't mind..." Alice replied strainly, her face a bit pink from her screaming. It turned out a bit more louder in her mind, but it plainly came out as more of an "answering-a-question-in-class" voice.
She put her head down a bit trying to hide her face, "Im really sorry... i'd love to, im sorry. Please forgive me for my wrong behavior." she said softly, she was just.. it was who she was. It was all her fathers fault she was like this. She never used to have extreme boiling temper when anyone brang up something about home, for the matter a fact -- anything related to family to be exact. She would explode for some reason if she was being annoyed, and she hated herself for that. Alice never wanted this to happen, but it just does. Abuse filled up all her empty holes in her heart. She gave props to Mr. Forest though, he was caring and understanding, better than all the teachers actually, and she didn't want to ruin anything between their new growing friendship.
Her eyes became a bit fuzzy because of her sudden outburst, but she kept her head down.
"Im really sorry, i just hate myself..i hope you don't mind.."
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